I was... I don't want to say I was led I was I just felt like I should do Timothy because it's encouragement to me because who knows I might not even supposed to be in here doing this. The spirit makes it clear that as time goes by some are going to give up on the faith and chase after demonic Illusions put forth by professional Liars these Liars have lied so well and for so long that they have lost their capacity for truth. Okay now that's when we looked it up before it said eventually you know when you get up remember you get a group of people together and everything is all fine but eventually somebody gets into some dumb thing and all of a sudden it takes Root, Well it either it either corrupts everybody or it causes a division. If you put the brethren in remembrance of these things you shall be a good minister of Yeshua the Messiah nourished up in words of faith and a good Doctrine where in to thou has attained I'm putting in remembrance of these things so that means I'm a good yes a good Minister it made it clear to me that it's okay for me to do it the way I'm doing it. Or there's lots of words that are you know built of other words and when they're built into another word that doesn't change the meaning right so when I look these words up and give you these roots you know sometimes I feel like well maybe I'm maybe I'm pushing too far beyond the meaning. If you do that you are a good minister if you get them to understand and be convinced and secure when I look at this I'm thinking put them in remembrance doesn't say that. He says it's basically he's telling this guy you got to convince these people and get them into this thing and get them to believe this and get them to be convinced right and and be trusting in this, Not put them in remembrance. You gotta get them in here, get them secured under this, Its like When you get people get secured like one of them witness people before the trial somebody's trying to kill the witness so they put them in a safe house and they secure them under that. They can be secured under this safety thing as long as you get them in there and secure them in there so where they're really convinced right and secure in being convinced that's more than put them in remembrance. Probably that's why I go through all this stuff and beat it to death and you'll just get irritated I keep saying the same thing so out of these things if you do them if you convince these people to be secure under these ideas you're a good minister, But you have to get to the point where you can be consciously choosing that and knowing there's a choice there some people don't know there's a choice and they and they get pulled into stuff by themselves by their emotions by their upbringing by the world around them. I believe that's what I'm trying to do in here so that makes me a good Minister now that good is that one of our two good words and it's the callus word, It's good properly beautiful but chiefly figuratively good literally or morally, That is valuable or virtuous for appearance or use and it's distinguished from G18 which is the other one which is intrinsically good, It means this the minute kind of Minister that God is saying I am not me okay, beautiful handsome excellent eminent Choice surpassing precious useful suitable commendable admirable beautiful to look at shapely magnificent good excellent in my nature and characteristics and therefore well adapted to my ends, Genuine approved precious. Remember I said if you do any wrong thing it's washed away into the sea is forgetfulness as far as east of the West and it might be Scarlet is washed as white as snow but if you do one good thing it's an eternal Memorial, Now I don't know where you can get a deal like that anywhere else okay at all this that's for me, It makes me feel real good even though sometimes I don't feel good but when I look at this and that's what God is saying about me even though I'm not anybody I'm just me sitting here telling you what these words mean. There's a trust that comes in here, I don't care what I see I've decided I'm going to trust him, like I don't care I don't want to say I don't care if I die but I don't care if I die this is still true right nothing changes that. Right and that's why when I do this, I relate in words and usually it's that systematic or set discourse and I read the meaning of each of them this persuaded convinced you know all those things because the more I say that I believe every time you hear that a different part of it goes into you.